Monday, December 08, 2008

Rock and Roll

Posted by Sarah

Ryan and I didn't make it the gym today. We both feel like poo and now we feel like double poo because of the guilt. We went to bed at 7:30 last night, doped up on NyQuil sinus. I don't think it helped all that much other than making us loopy and slow (more so than usual). Ryan keeps calling me apologizing for us not getting up. Seriously, it's ok. We'll get there. If my head doesn't stop hurting soon I could care less if I ever make it to the gym. I'm welcoming a lobotomy right now.

We had a great weekend. Saturday we went to Branson to shop. That was a bad idea. I have a love/hate relationship with the city of Branson during the Christmas season. It is absolutely beautiful but a nightmare with people. We are going back to the dreaded city on Friday evening to visit Silver Dollar City. It is so lovely with the lights. I really am looking forward to that. If I can get rid of this headache, of course.

No new updates on the job front. I'll let you all know when I get to know something. There was another interview this morning. Ugh. I need to be put out of my suspense.

I realized today that I have an uncanny knack for unintentionally offending people. I don't know why that is! I have the best of intentions, I do good deeds, and somehow it all gets twisted around and I manage to offend someone in the process. It doesn't matter what I'm doing, someone is offended or has their feelings hurt. I must have missed the class that gives you social graces. It is to the point now that I'm afraid to do ANYTHING because no matter what someone will come to me telling me how I've hurt them. Don't get me wrong, I'm glad that I have open relationships with my friends and co-workers that they feel comfortable telling me when I've upset them, but sometimes it just makes me feel even more like poo. Sigh...

TODAY I LOVE: that my Jesus forgives me for my shortcomings and loves me just the same

SONG OF THE DAY: "Rock and Roll" by Eric Hutchinson


Willie said...

So sorry you're sick but I can't believe that you could offend anyone. I barely know you but I can see that you have a heart that's two sizes to big (Grinch reference LOVE IT). Sometimes being open can cause that kind of confusion though. Hang in there, You're doing the right thing and that always, always, always wins in the end.

Good luck in Branson, hope there are fewer people this time.

BTW, I'm still mourning for MIZZOU